Bunraku Seirei

... Reevaluating where I want to go with this journal. Will return when I decide which direction to take it in, when the Holy Spirit points the way, and when--I hope--my laptop works again.

So...Tah!

WordCount: Lots.
ChrisCount: 7.1k

No one ever promised tomorrow
Sunshine days, gray-blue skies
Car crash, splattered red
No one ever promised sunrise

WordCount: 84.5k
ChrisCount: 5.1k

Scrubs.

Mmmm.

JD: Don't you ever worry about having a girlfriend who's so demanding?

Turk: Sometimes. But then I watch Roots to remind myself how good I have it.

Cracked up.

I've also been working on my newest fiction project. It shall be a while before it's ready, but... Ah. This one's a keeper.

I hope.

WordCount: 82.5
ChrisCount (new prjct): 4k

Off to watch Charlie Brown. Ta!

So. Long time no blog.

Been busy with my newest idea. Yes. The glee drips from my fingers as I rub my hands together.

No. Wait.

That's just cheap lotion.

WordCount: 80.5k
Jabez'd: Yes.
Jabez Day: done! :]

Live. For the now.

Worrying gets you nowhere, and pulls you away from God. Trust Him. Please!

Jabez Moments: Did a lot of sister-comforting today, convinced her to go to confession with me, learned a bit about dad's religious background (raised Bap, baptized Cath in college), had sis say, "Thanks, you're really good at cheering me up" and "Thank you for being nice to me."

Yes. That was a beaming moment.

Even let her kiss me and hold my hand a bunch. Felt so good inside.

WordCount: 78-9k
Jabez'd: Yes.
Jabez Day: 26/28

Just watched the Clique movie. Two times. And counting.

Yessss.

Don't judge me. Time to hide.

--Though: We need not hide, if we have no fear, and if we follow God and do what is right, we need not have fear.--

Jabez Appointments:
Buddhist bff came to me to talk about Christianity and conversion and hearing a sermon and liking it.

Met a buncha people at Writer's Club who are Catholic, and who go to my church, so maybe they'll be at the Youth Meeting!

Ignored my fears and facebook'd the leader of the youth group to see how I could get involved. And there's a meeting and a cheap mini-missions trip coming up v soon! I think God wants me to go--and He's gonna make it be great.

WordCount: 78-9k
Jabez'd: Yes.
Jabez Day: 24/27

I have a little something new in mind.

Hee hee.

WordCount: 75k
Jabez'd: Yes!
Jabez Day: 23/27

Ahh, the classic-osity of Charlie Brown.

A Charlie Brown Christmas--how simple, how wonderful, how sweet. And I keep feeling sorry for Charlie Brown.

I remember being shocked when I was little upon realizing his real name was Charles...

I do not like the name Charles.

I like the name Charlie. And Willy. And Mason.

Not George.

I like Shakespeare.

Not Wilson.

The End. Laptop still out of commission.

WordCount: 74k
Jabez'd: Yes!
Jabez Day: 22/27

If you believe in God, you don't let any of your problems get you down, at all--cos they don't matter, no they don't, uh-huh.

The end.

For like, now.

WordCount: 72k
Jabez'd: Yes.
Jabez Day: 20/28

It's a little big pathetic, I know.

Love.

What love makes you do: stare at the back of his head, wait for him to turn around and then breathe out slowly, in utmost bliss (because he is the absolute most beautiful boy ever to exist); fix your hair when he sees you, then squeal because he looked your way so obviously he must be madly in love; tell yourself horrible lies about all the girls he's ever met in his life, and then believe them.

And then, even when you can't remember why you love him, when he's annoyed you and ignored you and when every teen horoscope, and Abby from Dear Abby, and your best friends have declared him worth no one's time--

You still can't stop staring at the back of his head.

Sigh.